The entry of the 14th of April
1905 from Einstein’s Dreams talks about life as a cycle.
It describes repetitively how every single
moment in everyone’s life is to be repeated in a never-ending circle. Only
dreams hint this true to a few that are unhappy. The description represents a
particular type of person following their narrative lives and the way they
unfold to then repeat again. Unique
moments of life looping.
“Suppose time is a circle, vending back on
itself. The world repeats itself, precisely, endlessly”
This reading falls into a repetitive
narrative that yet has an end that leads you into a thoughtful and solitary
feeling of uncertainty. The reading leads me into a routinely feeling about
life, moments, relativity. It can easily fall into tediousness, yet it
cherishes the beauty of moments even when they might happen again.
When I have a Déjà vu I always feel like maybe I actually have lived that moment twice.
In this life there is conversations we have again and again, and maybe I
actually said the exact same words or did the same actions. Regardless of the
life cycles and the dreams and reality, water flows without knowing it’ll come
to the same river because like Heraclitus said "We both step and do not step in the same
rivers. We are and are not."